again. 18.

We Are The Ocean.

someone tell me why music stores in Australia dont stock good upcoming overseas bands -.- such as...Of Machines AND We Are The Ocean. two of my favourite bands? i think so.

i dont really have much say, apparantly 'to blog' was the better option but im not seeing the light...blogger wont let me upload any of my photography photos...maybe cause theyre too big? idk. but its annoying as hell...as you might have noticed from my last post (sorry Aunty Sue for my use of profanities)

ah. i dont have anything to be mad about, but i am. and i dont have anything to be happy about, really. do i?

can someone be happy and unhappy at the same time? i think so.

argh my fanta can is empty.

everythings just so boring around here. give me a month or two and ill turn into Tony Stonem. before the accident. lawl

well looks like im going to bed. goodnight world.

unchartered. 17.

the fuck blogger? dont let me upload my photos then. *gives finger*

anyway, i forget what i was getting at.

Son of Poseidon. 16.

if i dont have this above my bed by this time next month i will cry.

wow i just realised the time; i have to work at 9:45 tomorrow. working on the registers is going to feel odd after those two midnight shifts x)

i wanna see Percy Jackson agaaiiinnnnn!

going up to Dicky beach tomorrow afternoon, catching the sunset over the beach. if its lame dad and i can always zip down to golden beach instead, i hear its nice of an evening :)

ive been so excited about photoshop, and finally when the delivery lady knocks on the door at 10am (i am of course asleep) i get up to recieve a note telling me she had attempted delivery and to pick it up from the post office monday afternoon -.- I WANT MY PHOTOSHOP CS4 DESIGN SUITE!!!!!!!

also excited about my possible $300 pay check next wednesday...might go buy myself a tripod :D i really need one. how can i call myself a pro when i dont even have a tripod - what is this!

ehh im tired. probs gonna go get some sleep :) night Blawggg

matured. 15.

get over yourself.

two nine hour midnight shifts in one week. i think its fair to say im wrecked...wrecked but rolling in cash by next wednesday x)

Photoshop CS4 design suite has left Sydney and is on its waaaaay...hurry the hell up already i wanna learn how to use it!

did a quick photoshoot with Melissa (Alice In Wonderland inspired) yesterday afternoon in the lowlight, should be able to use them for my portrait assignment for TAFE...which i ended up skipping today due to getting one hours sleep if i did leave here at 8am.

ahhh i got nothing else really; planning on watching Supernatural tomorrow :) then work & dad's on the weekend :)

hello. 14.

i couldn't carry on this way, when all i wanted was to stay; it took it's toll on me

on location shoot for TAFE was alright today, got some nice waterfall shots :)

seeing Law Abiding Citizen at Chermside with Jordyy tonight, havent seen him since schoolies hah

i feel pretty tired from the midnight shift last night/this morning, never worked that long in my history of working with coles lol.

i cant actually think of anything to write so im going to go have a lie down before tonight;

all of this has to end.

Soundwave. 13.

just awesome!

seeing Paramore was awesome XD

and Alexisonfire, AFI, The Almost, A Day to Remember, Trivium, All Time Low and Taking Back Sunday x)

just a kick-ass day. cant wait till another music festival comes along with a great lineup...im so there!

Melissa is crashing at my house, i have work later on today since its already half past one O.o

now i have to go clean the blood off of my scaffolding -.-

until next time i blaawwgg

x

walk with me. 12.

i'm in too deep to know that i'm not alone~

why hello there blog, its certainly been a while!

so i got the top of my scaffolding re-pierced, give me about a month and i can put the proper bar back in ^.^ i missed it so!

TAFE hasn't been all that exciting so far, i really am hoping it picks up soon, i don't want to lose interest this early in the game.

hmm what else. oh! Gossip Girl is amaaazing! i can't believe i didn't get into it sooner, it's just so cool. not to mention Dan is a babe (; and Chuck. hes just Chuck Bass x)

Soundwave is in two days, i will finally see Paramore live :D rather excited! sleeping over Melissa's tomorrow night, parents are going to some gay football match, hopefully we watch some Mighty Boosh.

ahh not much else to say i think. i've been feeling pretty good and carefree lately, its nice. i'm off to bed (it's early...i know)

i will resume posting a new blog daily lawl.

&maybe i would be if you didn't wuss out on friday. just saying.

Gamer. 11.

because i'm a badass motherfucker.

what a crazy movie, but so awesome. and Michael C Hall was...well, IS amazing! lawl

so another day ends, and a new one begins. i don't look to the future, only to the now. maybe that's my problem?

TAFE tomorrow, i wanna get into it and get focused on it, because it's all i have and its all i want to have right now.

hmmm getting my scaffolding re-pierced next wednesday, really excited :D i miss it soooo much, then getting my rook and maybe my helix on the opposite ear...woo! peircing plans hah

i vow from this day forward that i WILL do 25mins on the WiiFit every day! i WILL lol.

GAH SOUNDWAVE. it is less than a week away. dear Hayley Williams, if i get a photo with you my life will be complete x)

byebye Blogger.

just one more night to find my own way home.

obsessed! 10.

just updating cause i haven't in a whileee...this won't be long cause i don't even feel like blogging lol

Saw Percy Jackson & The Olympians: The Lightning Thief tonight with Rachel XD

i...have no words XD

ahhh yeah. that is all. lawl!

<3

oh yeah, Wolfman tomorrow :)

believe it or not im TRYING to get over my little...obsession. lucky your patient XD

GAH. 09.

Bloody Hell.

whoops, got distracted from writing...whoops got distracted again XD

okay okay blogging time. first day of TAFE today, it wasnt so bad. wasnt as bad as i thought anyway. start at ten tomorrow :D

stopping at coles to see the skinhead so i can laugh at him, and get a redbull so im energised for the day.

you should try it, and coffee. its AWEsome. lawl

monday night has the best shows. Two and a Half Men, Big Bang Theory (SHELDON!!!), Desperate Housewives aaaaaand Brothers&Sisters YAY!

yeah im lame i know.

kay cant think of anything else to type; im going back to admiring my picture now. LOL

:)

Jagermiester. 08.

that's pretty damn jizz-worthy.

if you want to blame anyone, blame Carrisa! we were watching 30 Seconds to Mars music videos before x)

got pretty smashed last night; just me and Carrisa. sooooo fun lawl. don't think i'll be touching that $45 bottle of Jager for a while though...

lazing around today, wish i was working. i would be if work hadn't have taken my shift away; gah

TAFE orientaition day is tomorrow...pretty nervous. i wonder if i'll be starting from tuesday or what...basically i dont know what's going on O.o

AHHHHH just saw an ad for Percy Jackson & The Lightning Theif! how i am dieing to see it. not as much as Alice in Wonderland though. a few good movies coming out soon ^.^

well...i guess i'll let you know what goes down tomorrow lol

i never changed my mind about us in the first place...

spirit. 07.

i can't get enough of that smell. i miss it soooo much, maybe more than you lawl. jokes. i miss both alot.
well blog; i feel better today than yesterday.
downloading some new tunes. some slow favourites mixed with some gangsta beats haha. Callum & Melissa's combined 18th party tonight. just remembered i have to wear all black...totally ruined what i had planned to wear! *pulls emo clothes from wardrobe* but it will be funnn.

going to update my internet security in a sec, then get ready...then go i guess.

i'm REALLY nervous about starting TAFE on monday. well it's the orientation day, but it'll be really different and hard for me, i don't cope to well with change. so it'll be interesting.

hmmm what else. i don't think there is anything else. i'm going to go attempt to eat. until next timeeee...

wait. 06

i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry...it's not working is it.

dear blog, i messed up today. i did it again.

give me a week.

i miss the way you smell :|

adventures. 05.

--you're amazing.

having a difficult conversation in the early hours of the morning wasn't what i planned, but i had such a shit night i was in the mood to just, i don't know, tell you. i'm sorry again, if i say i'm sorry six times does it work for me too?
i'm really nervous about tomorrow though. really excited too; i don't know which one is the stronger of the two. but i really can't wait to see you.
had a argument with mum last night, just alot of yelling like usual. i feel like she treats me like crap...but i'm not the nicest person to her either. it goes both ways doesn't it.
going to see Daybreakers really late tonight. hopeing i'll run into you. maybe we'll come early...
Sandy, Callum and Jeska are coming over later tonight, but i'll be at the movies...sleeping over apparantly. and Carrisa is here right now, we're just chilling...im glad i kept busy today though. i'm getting that nervous tinge in my fingertips; time to get back to cleaning...

&i cried, everywhere it took me never led to anything; its not right, i pushed you away how can i, want you back...

annoyance. 04.

--i honestly feel like a zombie and it's driving me up the wall.
no matter how hard i try i can't seem to pull myself back into focus.
i can't seem to get a firm grasp on reality at the moment.
it's like you're the main thing keeping me sane right now...

infatuation. 03.

smile like you mean it

so; i'm sitting here at my computer losing track of time because all i can think about is you.

it could be because i'm texting you right now. or the fact we bumped into eachother today...but i honestly don't think it's that. i think it's a little more complicated than that, but definately in a good way. i'm enjoying this so far and that's a little weird for me, given my previous record...which you don't know. and hopefully never will lol.

but back to going on about my day...didn't get to sleep until 3:30am, but i feel great right now. on a natural high ;D

hanging out with Mitch is pretty cool, we don't get to see him much, although all he did last night and today was pay me out...it's fun it a weird way.

met Lakshimi today too, Melissa is finally designing her Amber Sweet costume (from Repo!) for Supernova...its going to take alot of work but i think it's going to look awesome once its done.

afterwards we went up to morayfield shops, did a few things, and now im back home thinking about work at 4pm...i have no words to express my hatred for coles -.-

fingers crossed i get a call back from Ted's CameraHouse sometime soon.

hey you know what, you better not try to match my blog again. cause it will be better i'm sure. i think we're equally whipped lawl :)

Skins. 02.

just finished watching Skins series 3, yet another stupid ending, but its so addicting. Sleeping over at Melissa's place tonight, i wonder how much of The Mighty Boosh we'll get through...
its weird when you wish things would get more interesting around here, but then again, how interesting IS interesting. oh i dont know, i like talking shit on my blogs :)
so...i start TAFE in less than a week, should be interesting. i really need someone to carpool with or im going to drown in petrol fees O.o
not sure what else there is to say...
-theres a difference between knowing someone and knowing someone, and i'd like to think i know you pretty well. its nice.

if i dont say this now i will surely break, as im leaving the one i want to take, forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait, my heart has started to separate//

Blog! 01.

first try.

okay now i need to get back into the groove of blogging. maybe this'll allow me to learn to type properly :

i am currently watching tv, my set of shows have finished, there are only three things keeping me awake and on this computer. one being my restaurant city on facebook (lol), two being deviantART and three being a seemingly pointless but necessary conversation on msn.

everything that happens nowadays makes me wonder what the greater scheme of things is.

is that too deep for my first blog? lawl

i just hope whatever happens is for the best. i mean, of course it will be. what else will it be good for?

and theres more to come. i know that. it'll just get more interesting from here on out. i just hope it all works out according to plan...