just watch my wildest dreams come true. 44.

i love how when i knock my desk my joker and bumblebee bobbleheads go spastic. its funny :)

i just found out Hayley Williams had a photo of her topless leaked on twitter :( poor Hayley...although i am disappionted in her a a role model for having a topless photo of herself -.-. unless its a fake lol. gah what happened to my favouritest singer ><

up to 6mm now. two more jumps to go and i'll have my 10mm wolf ones :) cant believe they cost me $28 lol.

i dont know what else to say really...im still working on my assignments. and still talking to someone. the meeting part is starting to become a hassle...wednesday will provide progress.


yeah im gonna go to bed now.

i miss talking to you, for real.

Notions. 43.

oooh hai ;D

i have so much i want to say but nothing fits.

if i could open my arms

and span the length of the isle of Manhattan

i'd bring it to where you are

making a lake of the East River and Hudson

if i could open my mouth

wide enough for a marching band to march out

they would make your name sing

and bend through the alleys and bounce off other buildings..

thanks for the memories; 42.

for some really annoying reason i've been remembering alot of stuff lately. i remember texting you all day, laughing at the stupid things you'd say and getting looked at funny cause im laughing at my phone...i remember seeing movies like last year with friends i dont even talk to anymore. and i remember schoolies : not cool. theres alot more but im not going into it.
ive been wondering where my memories have gone, but now im remembering them im not sure i want them back. its like something that would have been better off unsaid. im so unsure about everything; with these memoiries...the emotions that went with them are also coming back. mainly one in particular. i think i'll quit while im ahead, i feel better once ive put it to paper, so to speak.

um, 9 tafe assignments overdue, also not cool.

having a 100msg inbox limit is another thing that is not cool.

hoarding. 41.

i swear i have too much useless crap in my room.

it hasnt really been okay for the past few days. and i think its only a matter of time until something happens due to the build up of stress in this house.

had a rather interesting conversation last night. well, had a few actually. one i didnt enjoy so much but it had to be said. one i quite enjoyed, and its made me trust someone more. and the other is just the normal one i've been having till 1am ;D
but with that said, im not sure i wanna go anywhere with this. its like he's trying to point out the negatives. maybe hes just jealous, he did get out-tuned rofl.

other than that, i keep taking days off TAFE by telling myself its a waste of time, yet im not even doing my assignments on the days i take off. i'm slowing getting around to doing them, but too slowly.

all in all i dont have much to complain about these days, everything thats a problem in my life i've created anyway. but i think i changed my mind about one thing..

i do care i hope everythings alright;

Cosmic Love. 40.

well i just loled pretty hard. but it was an annoyed and sickened 'lol'.

351 msgs over facebook in 4 days. and i cant count the texts over the other ten days. what is going on.



oh and, um, i'm pretty sure you're a dickhead. kthanksbye.

hot milo with melted icecream instead of milk? how cute. 39.

gun-sword? cool.

Final Fantasy 13 is amazing.

Onto recent matters; i'm pretty sure i should make something of this while i have the chance.

forgetting about everything else and trying to make this happen. eh things fix themselves with time, i cant have everything.

tafe is terrible. but i wouldnt be doing anything else otherwise. hot milos with melted icecream instead of milk are great by the way.

i wish i could cross my arms, and cross your mind.

Can We Pretend. 38.

so i was turning in my sheets, and once again i could not sleep;

so my mum took my DS away from me, and now im having major withdrawls haha. but seriously...i need to play pokemon :S

I See Stars sound so much like Of Machines! with the clean vocals and same style of music...but Devin and Dylan are just equally cute hah. i love music x)

hmm, coffee club trial tomorrow night, really nervous about that. even considering i might not even have a chance of working there but fingers crossed right? if i do a good enough job Bek might consider me *sigh*. work tonight, first nightfill work. also nervous. still have a million overdue assignments for TAFE, one i promised would be ready by next tuesday...so i better start looking up candid photography.

i want to be EIGHTEEN. i cant stress that enough. hah its killing meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i want to go out and drink and party and and...get tattoos. x)

but thats enough of me, im too tired to think of anything else to write...and im working till 12 tonight so bleah. byeblogger.

sometimes the truth hurts more than lies; found out that life meant nothing today, forgot, the very next morning...i am comfortably confused, thats no thanks to you

i've been too busy playing pokemon. 37

aha Vulpix :)

well it has almost been a month, i thought i better not let it get any longer, cause not blogging for a month must be bad in some way x)

ahhh let me think. i've played SoulSilver for almost 70 hours. made a little progress with my assignments...decided those feelings are only lust and won't help anyone. trying to work on the OTHER one because for some stupid reason i think i need it, when it'll just end stupidly like every other time. im really craving something right now. and i have to get up in 8 hours. bleah. 8 hours stopped being enough sleep a year ago.

so many tattoo ideas. hurry up and be november already. i dont even know what im doing for my 18 but it had better be good.

i actually have to sleep; but a full update soon; i promise!

with you on my mind, and my heart in your hands, screaming; break me