i just want you to know there isn't a moment where i don't stop and think 'what am i doing?'in saying that it doesn't change anything. i'm a hazard to myself let alone anyone else.
it's always about the chase, once you have it it's no fun anymore. like a cat playing with a mouse; it's no fun once it's caught.
these words aren't helping you, i don't know why i bother coz it's all a lost cause on my end.
i have to get this out of my head, cause it will never work because of me, and you deserve someone so much better. but i cant imagine my life without you. you had me at hello.
bats just started going ape shit outside my window :S
anyway, where was i. buy me some skullcandys :3 i kid, i kid. those jeans will do perfectly fine. lawl.
i love music. i don't know what i'd do without my post-hardcore tunes. probably combust from all the poppy music in this world.
i'm finding it really hard to get motivated right now. and it's important cause of tafe. so that's kinda bad. ahhhhh. i just feel so distant from everything, like the feeling of being alone in a room full of people...its frustrating. i wish i didn't have to work tomorrow ><
-would it be okay, would it be okay if i took your breath away-
listening to music while im trying to write is a bad idea, the italics stuff is lyrics...fyi.
eh i don't have anything else to say. there's my two feelings at the moment...
ah; there's someone else who's come back into the picture.
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