come home. 36.

when we were young, we didn't think before we'd act.

now i have another reason to want to be 18 already.

i really love my new dress, its so cute. wearing it so Supanova tomorrow x) kudos to me, cause its suitable for a 18th tomorrow night also ^.^

i had a horrible nightmare the other night, i still remember it clearly and i wont forget the details. i remember somehow getting pregnant, which the chance of that happening in reality is kind of impossible just to point out, and just the feeling i felt, it was still there when i woke up and it felt so real. i just hated myself, no "child" of mine could ever reverse that feeling. i think i ended up killing myself too. so ah, point of story is im not EVER ever ever ever ever ever EVERRRRR...everrrrrrrrrrrrr having kids. like, not a chance in hell. i wont ever have sex if i have to, that really doesnt bother me in the slightest :)

but anyway, Supanova is tomorrow, its gonna be a blast as always :) i dont have much else to say, except i tried something tonight and, i liked it. so where does this go from here i wonder.

home, let me come home, home is when ever i'm with you.

i know where i want to fucking be. 35.

i wanna have it all; i don't know how since i can't even get one. ohwell. things might change soon.
fuck not having anything to do tonight. how fucking miserable am i?
i have like 2 things planned for next week, which is my week off TAFE. i wanted to fill the week with things to do; the marathon tonight would've started it off amazingly. but nooooo. whatever, why do you care if i spend my money anyway?!
argh i hate my life.
fuck coles for not giving me enough shifts to have money to be able to have a LIFE.

anyway, i dont really have anything else to say..

see you in a month. 34.

dork.

i didn't take these; but i was there

i was stuck between a few things the other day, but i think it's all come right now.

i dont think it's a "like" like, i'm hoping it's more like a brother-sister thing, since he picks on me all the time :/ hope you have fun in China, Mitchy.

and; no more going to chermside cinemas for me. Stephen looks ridiculously cute in a vest. or...maybe every once in a while x)

so i'm looking forward to having next week off, but it'd be better if i was working more, and they rostered me on for next saturday when i'm going to Supanova -.- stupid coles strikes again.

fuck i love easter lol. cadbury solid milk chocolate eggs ftw.

i can't believe how much i hassled Josh into making plans, and when he actually asked me i realised i was busy anyway. worst person ever? i think so. whoops :/

but anyway, anything else that's happening i don't much care about. it'll sort itself out. i think i have to go clean my room -.-

though your lips still drip, intentions, they keep me wanting more...