come home. 36.

when we were young, we didn't think before we'd act.

now i have another reason to want to be 18 already.

i really love my new dress, its so cute. wearing it so Supanova tomorrow x) kudos to me, cause its suitable for a 18th tomorrow night also ^.^

i had a horrible nightmare the other night, i still remember it clearly and i wont forget the details. i remember somehow getting pregnant, which the chance of that happening in reality is kind of impossible just to point out, and just the feeling i felt, it was still there when i woke up and it felt so real. i just hated myself, no "child" of mine could ever reverse that feeling. i think i ended up killing myself too. so ah, point of story is im not EVER ever ever ever ever ever EVERRRRR...everrrrrrrrrrrrr having kids. like, not a chance in hell. i wont ever have sex if i have to, that really doesnt bother me in the slightest :)

but anyway, Supanova is tomorrow, its gonna be a blast as always :) i dont have much else to say, except i tried something tonight and, i liked it. so where does this go from here i wonder.

home, let me come home, home is when ever i'm with you.