the midnight streets feel dead. 46.

forget prior engagements, cancel your plans
let's do something amazing
while we still can
and i'm floating above you, high on your kiss
we're splashed like paint on the pavement
a beautiful waste


i'll drop bombs in the valley, if he comes near you
i'm gonna make something happen
watch what you do
i can't breathe underwater
i can't stand in the air
but i can tear up your whole world, and dare not even care.


so make lists of your lovers, people you kiss
then tear them to pieces, forget they exist
my hometown's wasteland
frightened of ghosts
we're splashed like paint on the pavement
this isn't my home


i'll drop bombs on the valley, if he comes near you
i'm gonna make something happen
watch what you do
i can't breathe underwater
i can't stand in the air
but i can tear up your whole world, and dare not even care


i can't breathe underwater
i can't stand in the air
but i can tear up your whole world and dare not even care.

i defy you, stars. 45.

beautiful.

i just realised im back to posting once a day lol. wow.

um, feeling pretty down tonight. usually i'd talk to you but...yeah. others are compensating but it just isn't the same. i know it has to be done but it's harder than i thought.

tomorrow should distract me. maybe i'll see if you wanna come to Amy's 18th.

i feel like watching Perfume.

~let's be more than; this

just watch my wildest dreams come true. 44.

i love how when i knock my desk my joker and bumblebee bobbleheads go spastic. its funny :)

i just found out Hayley Williams had a photo of her topless leaked on twitter :( poor Hayley...although i am disappionted in her a a role model for having a topless photo of herself -.-. unless its a fake lol. gah what happened to my favouritest singer ><

up to 6mm now. two more jumps to go and i'll have my 10mm wolf ones :) cant believe they cost me $28 lol.

i dont know what else to say really...im still working on my assignments. and still talking to someone. the meeting part is starting to become a hassle...wednesday will provide progress.


yeah im gonna go to bed now.

i miss talking to you, for real.

Notions. 43.

oooh hai ;D

i have so much i want to say but nothing fits.

if i could open my arms

and span the length of the isle of Manhattan

i'd bring it to where you are

making a lake of the East River and Hudson

if i could open my mouth

wide enough for a marching band to march out

they would make your name sing

and bend through the alleys and bounce off other buildings..

thanks for the memories; 42.

for some really annoying reason i've been remembering alot of stuff lately. i remember texting you all day, laughing at the stupid things you'd say and getting looked at funny cause im laughing at my phone...i remember seeing movies like last year with friends i dont even talk to anymore. and i remember schoolies : not cool. theres alot more but im not going into it.
ive been wondering where my memories have gone, but now im remembering them im not sure i want them back. its like something that would have been better off unsaid. im so unsure about everything; with these memoiries...the emotions that went with them are also coming back. mainly one in particular. i think i'll quit while im ahead, i feel better once ive put it to paper, so to speak.

um, 9 tafe assignments overdue, also not cool.

having a 100msg inbox limit is another thing that is not cool.

hoarding. 41.

i swear i have too much useless crap in my room.

it hasnt really been okay for the past few days. and i think its only a matter of time until something happens due to the build up of stress in this house.

had a rather interesting conversation last night. well, had a few actually. one i didnt enjoy so much but it had to be said. one i quite enjoyed, and its made me trust someone more. and the other is just the normal one i've been having till 1am ;D
but with that said, im not sure i wanna go anywhere with this. its like he's trying to point out the negatives. maybe hes just jealous, he did get out-tuned rofl.

other than that, i keep taking days off TAFE by telling myself its a waste of time, yet im not even doing my assignments on the days i take off. i'm slowing getting around to doing them, but too slowly.

all in all i dont have much to complain about these days, everything thats a problem in my life i've created anyway. but i think i changed my mind about one thing..

i do care i hope everythings alright;

Cosmic Love. 40.

well i just loled pretty hard. but it was an annoyed and sickened 'lol'.

351 msgs over facebook in 4 days. and i cant count the texts over the other ten days. what is going on.



oh and, um, i'm pretty sure you're a dickhead. kthanksbye.

hot milo with melted icecream instead of milk? how cute. 39.

gun-sword? cool.

Final Fantasy 13 is amazing.

Onto recent matters; i'm pretty sure i should make something of this while i have the chance.

forgetting about everything else and trying to make this happen. eh things fix themselves with time, i cant have everything.

tafe is terrible. but i wouldnt be doing anything else otherwise. hot milos with melted icecream instead of milk are great by the way.

i wish i could cross my arms, and cross your mind.

Can We Pretend. 38.

so i was turning in my sheets, and once again i could not sleep;

so my mum took my DS away from me, and now im having major withdrawls haha. but seriously...i need to play pokemon :S

I See Stars sound so much like Of Machines! with the clean vocals and same style of music...but Devin and Dylan are just equally cute hah. i love music x)

hmm, coffee club trial tomorrow night, really nervous about that. even considering i might not even have a chance of working there but fingers crossed right? if i do a good enough job Bek might consider me *sigh*. work tonight, first nightfill work. also nervous. still have a million overdue assignments for TAFE, one i promised would be ready by next tuesday...so i better start looking up candid photography.

i want to be EIGHTEEN. i cant stress that enough. hah its killing meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i want to go out and drink and party and and...get tattoos. x)

but thats enough of me, im too tired to think of anything else to write...and im working till 12 tonight so bleah. byeblogger.

sometimes the truth hurts more than lies; found out that life meant nothing today, forgot, the very next morning...i am comfortably confused, thats no thanks to you

i've been too busy playing pokemon. 37

aha Vulpix :)

well it has almost been a month, i thought i better not let it get any longer, cause not blogging for a month must be bad in some way x)

ahhh let me think. i've played SoulSilver for almost 70 hours. made a little progress with my assignments...decided those feelings are only lust and won't help anyone. trying to work on the OTHER one because for some stupid reason i think i need it, when it'll just end stupidly like every other time. im really craving something right now. and i have to get up in 8 hours. bleah. 8 hours stopped being enough sleep a year ago.

so many tattoo ideas. hurry up and be november already. i dont even know what im doing for my 18 but it had better be good.

i actually have to sleep; but a full update soon; i promise!

with you on my mind, and my heart in your hands, screaming; break me

come home. 36.

when we were young, we didn't think before we'd act.

now i have another reason to want to be 18 already.

i really love my new dress, its so cute. wearing it so Supanova tomorrow x) kudos to me, cause its suitable for a 18th tomorrow night also ^.^

i had a horrible nightmare the other night, i still remember it clearly and i wont forget the details. i remember somehow getting pregnant, which the chance of that happening in reality is kind of impossible just to point out, and just the feeling i felt, it was still there when i woke up and it felt so real. i just hated myself, no "child" of mine could ever reverse that feeling. i think i ended up killing myself too. so ah, point of story is im not EVER ever ever ever ever ever EVERRRRR...everrrrrrrrrrrrr having kids. like, not a chance in hell. i wont ever have sex if i have to, that really doesnt bother me in the slightest :)

but anyway, Supanova is tomorrow, its gonna be a blast as always :) i dont have much else to say, except i tried something tonight and, i liked it. so where does this go from here i wonder.

home, let me come home, home is when ever i'm with you.

i know where i want to fucking be. 35.

i wanna have it all; i don't know how since i can't even get one. ohwell. things might change soon.
fuck not having anything to do tonight. how fucking miserable am i?
i have like 2 things planned for next week, which is my week off TAFE. i wanted to fill the week with things to do; the marathon tonight would've started it off amazingly. but nooooo. whatever, why do you care if i spend my money anyway?!
argh i hate my life.
fuck coles for not giving me enough shifts to have money to be able to have a LIFE.

anyway, i dont really have anything else to say..

see you in a month. 34.

dork.

i didn't take these; but i was there

i was stuck between a few things the other day, but i think it's all come right now.

i dont think it's a "like" like, i'm hoping it's more like a brother-sister thing, since he picks on me all the time :/ hope you have fun in China, Mitchy.

and; no more going to chermside cinemas for me. Stephen looks ridiculously cute in a vest. or...maybe every once in a while x)

so i'm looking forward to having next week off, but it'd be better if i was working more, and they rostered me on for next saturday when i'm going to Supanova -.- stupid coles strikes again.

fuck i love easter lol. cadbury solid milk chocolate eggs ftw.

i can't believe how much i hassled Josh into making plans, and when he actually asked me i realised i was busy anyway. worst person ever? i think so. whoops :/

but anyway, anything else that's happening i don't much care about. it'll sort itself out. i think i have to go clean my room -.-

though your lips still drip, intentions, they keep me wanting more...

Seeing Red. 33.

day burns down to night, burns the edge of my soul. in the night i break into sparks of suns, and become fires end; the dust of bones. night knifes my breath swallows whole my tounge, turn back, reverse, return. in the night i see the real concealed in days bright lie. eyes stitched shut, white teeth smile, sleep walks and talks, and feet mark time to the drumless beat. - Nick Powell, The Invisible.

Seeing Red.

so who the fuck are you to tell me who to be?

i swore along these ashes strewn across my bed

you mean nothing to me

i let go of everything we used to see

and opened up to the future

why did it have to be so hopeless until now?

i closed my ears and listened with my eyes to the sound of your heartbeat

ever changing

winter took its toll on you, i see, my love

who knows how long you'll last

i'll lie through my fucking teeth to save you

but why's my heart so hard to reach

i can't make up my mind

save the lost cause or grasp onto the unrequited

point me in the right direction

give me a sign

bright lights spell out your name through these city streets.

the blood, sweat and tears. 32.

oh how i want to tell you.

and no it's not who you're thinking.

fort. 31.

Poussin in Hell by Joel-Peter Witkin

how they did this without photoshop is beyond me....creepy.

making people smile is what i do best.

Technical And Further Education. 30.

thought i'd do my 30th update somewhere different; at TAFE.
it's less than 2 hours till the nude shoot...very disturbed. lawl.
might keep this short incase i get into trouble x)

i should be paying attention to the current trends powerpoint on the projecter...but...yeah.
i'm a little preoccupied, not just by this x)

yes we will hang out soon lol. you knew that.

and im disappointed in you, liar. XD

how long? 29.

fantasy versus reality

so tell me where did it go wrong

i've heard it all before

i've heard it all before

hold me till the sun is gone

i won't admit it now

i won't admit it at all.

i'm feeling very...lyrical. these are all mine. NO STEALAGE!

it couldn't be harder, begging for you to hear me through these walls

and every step i take, every other move i make, i couldn't change your mind

it's too late, you've already moved on

i'm too late, you're too far gone

was this the only mistake..

will you, won't you, will you, won't you, join the dance? 28.

do i have anything to say? no.

cute.

i miss having a best friend. 27.

a little gone on new years.

i love how we're still close, just not as close as we used to be. after what happened.

but i miss the feeling of knowing i had a best friend. i guess in some ways you're still that person to me; my soul mate. i'm starting to believe we were actually right all those years ago. miss you Kels.

ahh i don't know where several things are going these days. eh

so into tattoos at the moment. i want to be 18 so bad XD

i have some planned though. suppose i can share them with you :)

a friend who meant alot to me draws pretty damn good. i have a design of a swallow, two hearts and some swirly stuff that im planning on using as a tattoo base. might ask him if he can re do it smaller though...and not sure where that will go yet :S next is a running wolf im gonna get another good friend to draw for me, shes also an amazing artist. that will probably go either on the small of my back or on the side of my hip. next is lyrics from a song that i love, and means something to me

i'll find my way, would fall from grace, with the little piece of you that's left in me

probably going to go on my left forearm. that will have to be
later, after mums gotten used to the idea of me having tattoos....lawl

and finally i want to get paramore's Brand New Eyes butterfly,
alot smaller than the picture, on my right ankle. because i like butterflys,
it
was my first car sticker and paramore will always be my favourite band,
and if
they somehow fade out for me i'll still remember the goood times :)
so thats the
plan for now. interesting huh?

lawl.

blogger, you fucked up my blog at the end dammit.

loves. 26.

skill. x)

ummm. i love Logan Lerman. that is all.

I've Been Awake For A While Now. 25.

a little disgruntled. i was in a better mood before tonight.

it was an interesting day though. got some pretty good photos :)
finally talking to you properly was good. i have to watch myself though.

Ramsay's kitchen nightmares makes me lol. havent watched this for ages. good times.

eh i had a whole blog planned but im too annoyed to remember what it was. goodnight Blogger.

excuses. 24.

I get so distracted
By some peoples reactions
That I don't see my own faults
For what they are
For what they are

At times so self destructive
With no intent or motive
But behind this emotion,
My sensible heart
A sensible heart

See I'm no king
I wear no crown
But desperate times,
They seem over now
But still I weaken somehow
It tears me apart
It tears me apart

I hope to learn as time goes by
That I should trust what's deep inside
Burning bright, oh burning bright
My sensible heart
My sensible heart
My sensible heart
My sensible heart


those lyrics mean so much to me right now. that's me summed up in 3 minutes and 22 seconds. unbelieveable.


um. thats it for now. after finding that i dont really need to type what i was going to..

Move Along. 23.

curiosity.

i hate people who just sit on the sidelines. if you want something, reach out and take it. if you can't then it isn't meant to be.
i like making new friends :)




spose i'd better go clean my car. eh.

spilling every lie you've spilled before, still i'm not forgiving you.




oh hello gorgeous lol

reminiscing. 22.

there are alot more, but of course i can't upload them...thanks blogger.

i'm just remembering all the good times and waiting for more to come.

I Could Have Been So Much More. 21.

i just want you to know there isn't a moment where i don't stop and think 'what am i doing?'
in saying that it doesn't change anything. i'm a hazard to myself let alone anyone else.
it's always about the chase, once you have it it's no fun anymore. like a cat playing with a mouse; it's no fun once it's caught.
these words aren't helping you, i don't know why i bother coz it's all a lost cause on my end.
i have to get this out of my head, cause it will never work because of me, and you deserve someone so much better. but i cant imagine my life without you. you had me at hello.

bats just started going ape shit outside my window :S

anyway, where was i. buy me some skullcandys :3 i kid, i kid. those jeans will do perfectly fine. lawl.


i love music. i don't know what i'd do without my post-hardcore tunes. probably combust from all the poppy music in this world.


i'm finding it really hard to get motivated right now. and it's important cause of tafe. so that's kinda bad. ahhhhh. i just feel so distant from everything, like the feeling of being alone in a room full of people...its frustrating. i wish i didn't have to work tomorrow ><

-would it be okay, would it be okay if i took your breath away-
listening to music while im trying to write is a bad idea, the italics stuff is lyrics...fyi.


eh i don't have anything else to say. there's my two feelings at the moment...


ah; there's someone else who's come back into the picture.

ouch. 20.

i think my scaffolding is now infected -.- the bar i changed it to was too tight, now my bottom one which was pretty much healed is back to the beginning...was bleeding heaps :( but i have a bigger bar in now, hopefully it heals with time.


ahhhh bored now. done so much shopping in the last two days. not even much but i havent bought stuff for myself for ages. got a jacket, jeans, two new lense filters, a lense cleaner, a new bag and new shoes :)
apart from that i dont really have anything else to say...oh! Sushi with Alex tomorrow!! havent seen her since she left work, it will be awesome catching up again :)
AHHHH THEN ALICE IN WONDERLAND WITH HAYREE AND MELISSA :D
almost forgot :O
well yeah now thats it lol.

oui monsieur. 19.

je trouverai mon chemin, tomberait de grace, avec le petit morceau de vous qui est laisse en moi...

again. 18.

We Are The Ocean.

someone tell me why music stores in Australia dont stock good upcoming overseas bands -.- such as...Of Machines AND We Are The Ocean. two of my favourite bands? i think so.

i dont really have much say, apparantly 'to blog' was the better option but im not seeing the light...blogger wont let me upload any of my photography photos...maybe cause theyre too big? idk. but its annoying as hell...as you might have noticed from my last post (sorry Aunty Sue for my use of profanities)

ah. i dont have anything to be mad about, but i am. and i dont have anything to be happy about, really. do i?

can someone be happy and unhappy at the same time? i think so.

argh my fanta can is empty.

everythings just so boring around here. give me a month or two and ill turn into Tony Stonem. before the accident. lawl

well looks like im going to bed. goodnight world.

unchartered. 17.

the fuck blogger? dont let me upload my photos then. *gives finger*

anyway, i forget what i was getting at.

Son of Poseidon. 16.

if i dont have this above my bed by this time next month i will cry.

wow i just realised the time; i have to work at 9:45 tomorrow. working on the registers is going to feel odd after those two midnight shifts x)

i wanna see Percy Jackson agaaiiinnnnn!

going up to Dicky beach tomorrow afternoon, catching the sunset over the beach. if its lame dad and i can always zip down to golden beach instead, i hear its nice of an evening :)

ive been so excited about photoshop, and finally when the delivery lady knocks on the door at 10am (i am of course asleep) i get up to recieve a note telling me she had attempted delivery and to pick it up from the post office monday afternoon -.- I WANT MY PHOTOSHOP CS4 DESIGN SUITE!!!!!!!

also excited about my possible $300 pay check next wednesday...might go buy myself a tripod :D i really need one. how can i call myself a pro when i dont even have a tripod - what is this!

ehh im tired. probs gonna go get some sleep :) night Blawggg

matured. 15.

get over yourself.

two nine hour midnight shifts in one week. i think its fair to say im wrecked...wrecked but rolling in cash by next wednesday x)

Photoshop CS4 design suite has left Sydney and is on its waaaaay...hurry the hell up already i wanna learn how to use it!

did a quick photoshoot with Melissa (Alice In Wonderland inspired) yesterday afternoon in the lowlight, should be able to use them for my portrait assignment for TAFE...which i ended up skipping today due to getting one hours sleep if i did leave here at 8am.

ahhh i got nothing else really; planning on watching Supernatural tomorrow :) then work & dad's on the weekend :)

hello. 14.

i couldn't carry on this way, when all i wanted was to stay; it took it's toll on me

on location shoot for TAFE was alright today, got some nice waterfall shots :)

seeing Law Abiding Citizen at Chermside with Jordyy tonight, havent seen him since schoolies hah

i feel pretty tired from the midnight shift last night/this morning, never worked that long in my history of working with coles lol.

i cant actually think of anything to write so im going to go have a lie down before tonight;

all of this has to end.

Soundwave. 13.

just awesome!

seeing Paramore was awesome XD

and Alexisonfire, AFI, The Almost, A Day to Remember, Trivium, All Time Low and Taking Back Sunday x)

just a kick-ass day. cant wait till another music festival comes along with a great lineup...im so there!

Melissa is crashing at my house, i have work later on today since its already half past one O.o

now i have to go clean the blood off of my scaffolding -.-

until next time i blaawwgg

x

walk with me. 12.

i'm in too deep to know that i'm not alone~

why hello there blog, its certainly been a while!

so i got the top of my scaffolding re-pierced, give me about a month and i can put the proper bar back in ^.^ i missed it so!

TAFE hasn't been all that exciting so far, i really am hoping it picks up soon, i don't want to lose interest this early in the game.

hmm what else. oh! Gossip Girl is amaaazing! i can't believe i didn't get into it sooner, it's just so cool. not to mention Dan is a babe (; and Chuck. hes just Chuck Bass x)

Soundwave is in two days, i will finally see Paramore live :D rather excited! sleeping over Melissa's tomorrow night, parents are going to some gay football match, hopefully we watch some Mighty Boosh.

ahh not much else to say i think. i've been feeling pretty good and carefree lately, its nice. i'm off to bed (it's early...i know)

i will resume posting a new blog daily lawl.

&maybe i would be if you didn't wuss out on friday. just saying.

Gamer. 11.

because i'm a badass motherfucker.

what a crazy movie, but so awesome. and Michael C Hall was...well, IS amazing! lawl

so another day ends, and a new one begins. i don't look to the future, only to the now. maybe that's my problem?

TAFE tomorrow, i wanna get into it and get focused on it, because it's all i have and its all i want to have right now.

hmmm getting my scaffolding re-pierced next wednesday, really excited :D i miss it soooo much, then getting my rook and maybe my helix on the opposite ear...woo! peircing plans hah

i vow from this day forward that i WILL do 25mins on the WiiFit every day! i WILL lol.

GAH SOUNDWAVE. it is less than a week away. dear Hayley Williams, if i get a photo with you my life will be complete x)

byebye Blogger.

just one more night to find my own way home.

obsessed! 10.

just updating cause i haven't in a whileee...this won't be long cause i don't even feel like blogging lol

Saw Percy Jackson & The Olympians: The Lightning Thief tonight with Rachel XD

i...have no words XD

ahhh yeah. that is all. lawl!

<3

oh yeah, Wolfman tomorrow :)

believe it or not im TRYING to get over my little...obsession. lucky your patient XD

GAH. 09.

Bloody Hell.

whoops, got distracted from writing...whoops got distracted again XD

okay okay blogging time. first day of TAFE today, it wasnt so bad. wasnt as bad as i thought anyway. start at ten tomorrow :D

stopping at coles to see the skinhead so i can laugh at him, and get a redbull so im energised for the day.

you should try it, and coffee. its AWEsome. lawl

monday night has the best shows. Two and a Half Men, Big Bang Theory (SHELDON!!!), Desperate Housewives aaaaaand Brothers&Sisters YAY!

yeah im lame i know.

kay cant think of anything else to type; im going back to admiring my picture now. LOL

:)

Jagermiester. 08.

that's pretty damn jizz-worthy.

if you want to blame anyone, blame Carrisa! we were watching 30 Seconds to Mars music videos before x)

got pretty smashed last night; just me and Carrisa. sooooo fun lawl. don't think i'll be touching that $45 bottle of Jager for a while though...

lazing around today, wish i was working. i would be if work hadn't have taken my shift away; gah

TAFE orientaition day is tomorrow...pretty nervous. i wonder if i'll be starting from tuesday or what...basically i dont know what's going on O.o

AHHHHH just saw an ad for Percy Jackson & The Lightning Theif! how i am dieing to see it. not as much as Alice in Wonderland though. a few good movies coming out soon ^.^

well...i guess i'll let you know what goes down tomorrow lol

i never changed my mind about us in the first place...

spirit. 07.

i can't get enough of that smell. i miss it soooo much, maybe more than you lawl. jokes. i miss both alot.
well blog; i feel better today than yesterday.
downloading some new tunes. some slow favourites mixed with some gangsta beats haha. Callum & Melissa's combined 18th party tonight. just remembered i have to wear all black...totally ruined what i had planned to wear! *pulls emo clothes from wardrobe* but it will be funnn.

going to update my internet security in a sec, then get ready...then go i guess.

i'm REALLY nervous about starting TAFE on monday. well it's the orientation day, but it'll be really different and hard for me, i don't cope to well with change. so it'll be interesting.

hmmm what else. i don't think there is anything else. i'm going to go attempt to eat. until next timeeee...

wait. 06

i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry...it's not working is it.

dear blog, i messed up today. i did it again.

give me a week.

i miss the way you smell :|

adventures. 05.

--you're amazing.

having a difficult conversation in the early hours of the morning wasn't what i planned, but i had such a shit night i was in the mood to just, i don't know, tell you. i'm sorry again, if i say i'm sorry six times does it work for me too?
i'm really nervous about tomorrow though. really excited too; i don't know which one is the stronger of the two. but i really can't wait to see you.
had a argument with mum last night, just alot of yelling like usual. i feel like she treats me like crap...but i'm not the nicest person to her either. it goes both ways doesn't it.
going to see Daybreakers really late tonight. hopeing i'll run into you. maybe we'll come early...
Sandy, Callum and Jeska are coming over later tonight, but i'll be at the movies...sleeping over apparantly. and Carrisa is here right now, we're just chilling...im glad i kept busy today though. i'm getting that nervous tinge in my fingertips; time to get back to cleaning...

&i cried, everywhere it took me never led to anything; its not right, i pushed you away how can i, want you back...

annoyance. 04.

--i honestly feel like a zombie and it's driving me up the wall.
no matter how hard i try i can't seem to pull myself back into focus.
i can't seem to get a firm grasp on reality at the moment.
it's like you're the main thing keeping me sane right now...

infatuation. 03.

smile like you mean it

so; i'm sitting here at my computer losing track of time because all i can think about is you.

it could be because i'm texting you right now. or the fact we bumped into eachother today...but i honestly don't think it's that. i think it's a little more complicated than that, but definately in a good way. i'm enjoying this so far and that's a little weird for me, given my previous record...which you don't know. and hopefully never will lol.

but back to going on about my day...didn't get to sleep until 3:30am, but i feel great right now. on a natural high ;D

hanging out with Mitch is pretty cool, we don't get to see him much, although all he did last night and today was pay me out...it's fun it a weird way.

met Lakshimi today too, Melissa is finally designing her Amber Sweet costume (from Repo!) for Supernova...its going to take alot of work but i think it's going to look awesome once its done.

afterwards we went up to morayfield shops, did a few things, and now im back home thinking about work at 4pm...i have no words to express my hatred for coles -.-

fingers crossed i get a call back from Ted's CameraHouse sometime soon.

hey you know what, you better not try to match my blog again. cause it will be better i'm sure. i think we're equally whipped lawl :)

Skins. 02.

just finished watching Skins series 3, yet another stupid ending, but its so addicting. Sleeping over at Melissa's place tonight, i wonder how much of The Mighty Boosh we'll get through...
its weird when you wish things would get more interesting around here, but then again, how interesting IS interesting. oh i dont know, i like talking shit on my blogs :)
so...i start TAFE in less than a week, should be interesting. i really need someone to carpool with or im going to drown in petrol fees O.o
not sure what else there is to say...
-theres a difference between knowing someone and knowing someone, and i'd like to think i know you pretty well. its nice.

if i dont say this now i will surely break, as im leaving the one i want to take, forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait, my heart has started to separate//

Blog! 01.

first try.

okay now i need to get back into the groove of blogging. maybe this'll allow me to learn to type properly :

i am currently watching tv, my set of shows have finished, there are only three things keeping me awake and on this computer. one being my restaurant city on facebook (lol), two being deviantART and three being a seemingly pointless but necessary conversation on msn.

everything that happens nowadays makes me wonder what the greater scheme of things is.

is that too deep for my first blog? lawl

i just hope whatever happens is for the best. i mean, of course it will be. what else will it be good for?

and theres more to come. i know that. it'll just get more interesting from here on out. i just hope it all works out according to plan...